I will not forget


Today I did something I seldom do – I turned off my NPR station and basked in silence. Silence as I went about the house, doing the mundane tasks of life, that I usually find easier accompanied by the varied commentary of NPR. But not today. I had had enough. The refreshed grief was finally too much. All week I had listened to remembrances of 9-11 as the anniversary of that horrible day draws near. The stories were heartfelt and poignant. I sobbed as I brushed my teeth and dressed for work as a father shared the loss of his two firefighter sons. Big fat tears fell as I plugged in the toaster and opened jam, while I relived the loss of Father Mychal Judge. It’s not that these stories are not important – they are. We must never forget that horrible day, because if we forget, we will lose the memory of these everyday heroes and what they stood for. But this was too much. Every day it was like picking off the scab of just healed grief over and over and over again.  

Everyone remembers in their own way. Everyone brings respect  as they see fit. I do not need to shackle myself to grief, in order to bring honor or memory.  I revere the heroes of that day. I mourn for the losses our people have endured. But I will mourn and remember in the silence. And I will never forget.

© Huffygirl 2011

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14 thoughts on “I will not forget

  1. Pingback: 911 Our Common Thread | jeanne's blog…a nola girl at heart

  2. We too had extensive coverage throughout the week. Sometimes the news media don’t know where to draw the line – as you say everybody has a right to remember in their own way. A post that mirror’s my feelings on the subject.

  3. Nicely said. I could not listen to the inanity of some of the news reporters anymore either. I hugged my family a little tighter and we had a lovely day, despite the tragedy of a decade ago.

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